tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-51265206927737231532024-03-13T08:52:32.647-04:00The Life of ToniellI'm a parent of a special needs child.
She suffers from 2 rare disorders which they have given her delays, epilepsy, and feeding issues. She has been diagnosed with autism and intellectual disability, as well.
This is my blog about my life raising a special needs child.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.comBlogger158125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-27595131261762083562014-08-22T16:31:00.001-04:002014-08-22T16:38:46.453-04:00To All of You<div style="text-align: center;">
This is to all of the people who are working hard to take care of their bodies!</div>
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I saw all of you in the wellness center today and I admire all of you. There's so many different types. There are elderly there that are just trying to keep at it by moving. I also notice that you are the most innovative. You come up with your own routines and don't use the equipment the way it was intended, but that great that you're creative. Also the overweight ones, I notice you too! I'm proud of you for making a change! You could be ignoring the fact that you need to exercise and lose weight, but your not. You are in there sweating like everyone else. The young boy that had a trainer and was learning how to life weights the proper way - amazing.</div>
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I like how I was riding bike and happened to finish the same time that they guy next to me did. He was an older, black man with nothing in common other than exercise, yet we locked eyes as a props to your workout and enjoy your happy day.</div>
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I love how I have friends that have set accomplishments and are achieving them! I never really thought of exercising as an achievement, but it is! Props to Bridgette and Erin for losing all of that weight, Laura for taking up running and taking on a 5K, Linsey for running after knee surgery and not giving up, and Brandy for teaching Zumba. I know there's a lot more friends that have made goals and accomplished them and I don't mean to leave you out - I'm proud of you all!</div>
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To my amazing husband that looks so different in just a month! WOW! I can't believe how much better you feel and how much healthier you look. It's crazy how you can get that muscular.</div>
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I've always had bigger thighs than what fits my body - from gymnastics as a kid. It was the one thing that I didn't want to get bigger, and of course it did. But it's just more muscle, so how can it be that bad. I had to buy new jeans because my body is changing!</div>
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I know some of you are probably thinking that I'm skinny and how does this matter. I have become better as a whole - mind, body, and spirit. We believe in the Holy Trinity - and we also need to focus on our body trinity! Working out is giving me more energy and a much better spirit. I was on medication for years due to being bipolar. I haven't taken it in 3 months. Moving to Phoenixville, going off birth control, and exercising has made my head clear and realize that I'm not bipolar. I just needed to be where I belonged. My friend, Ellen, recently wrote on Facebook that if she knew that exercising was therapy, she would have started a long time ago. I agree with that to some degree. I tried exercising 2 years ago and it didn't work. I wasn't in the right mind set or the right place. So I wish I could have done it right a long time ago. I was always worried that it was taking up too much time since I'm always needed, being a parent of a special needs and medically needed child. But now, I'm empowered!</div>
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I beat 2 goals today! I ran a mile in less than 9 minutes straight through and a cardio challenge that the Y posts for the month. My goal is to outrun zombies for a 5K in Nov - and I can do this!</div>
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Thanks to the Y for having child care for my kid that can be hard to take care of - but you take on that challenge so I can improve myself! </div>
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Good luck to all of those that are taking that initiative to making a health change! It's our health and lives - seize it! I'm proud of you all!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-65615143795028076752014-08-20T17:40:00.000-04:002014-08-20T17:40:01.494-04:00Another Horrible Vaca<div style="text-align: center;">
I don't know why I always insist on "getting away" when I know it doesn't work for our family unless we have a nurse and Olivia can stay in another room.</div>
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It started off great. She behaved so well when we met up with friends and sat on the beach. She was great the whole day. The the evil bastards decided to come around as she falls asleep. Between running her feed for the night and the multiple seizures, this momma is exhausted.</div>
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We decided to take our 2 night beach trip down to one. I immediately contacted the nurse this morning to see if she could work. Luckily she's still available. I will get to sleep tonight. It just sucks that I never get to have a vacation. I know that God has a plan for us, but this really sucks! I hate being face with a daily reminder that my daughter can die with any of these seizures that she has. I knew becoming a mother would mean giving up a lot of things in order to raise her, but I had no idea that I would have to give so much! I need a break! I need to be able to go away with my husband and connect with him!</div>
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Well for now, I'll take that sleep tonight! And of course a Lucy hug when she gets home!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-81291589443412718652014-08-01T18:34:00.000-04:002014-08-01T18:34:03.787-04:00Make A Wish Trip<div style="text-align: center;">
We have recently found out that Make A Wish is taking us to Disney World. We are over the moon with being able to go. They have brought me to tears twice and we didn't even do the planning yet. Olivia has no idea what's going on either. We have been talking about Mickey a lot and she probably has noticed that, but she has no idea what is going to happen. Even when we are there, she won't know until she sees Mickey. It is so wonderful to have companies that want to help sick children. With all of this being said, it puts everything into perspective of how dangerous my daughter's condition actually is. This is what it states when you want to refer a child:</div>
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"A child with a life-threatening medical condition who has reached the
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I decided to sign her up and at the time, I didn't really think she would get approved for the trip. I had no idea that my daughter's condition is life-threatening. I've been increasingly scared that she will experience SUDEP (sudden unexplained death from epilepsy) due to having many tonic clonics throughout every week. She has trouble breathing during them too. And yet I never considered her seizures to be life-threatening. After you refer the child, they send paperwork over to the pediatrician to fill out. We never see this paperwork. I have no idea what is said on it and I'm extremely curious. Every doctor has told us that she can't die from seizures (even though we know that isn't true). Even though we get to take this wonderful trip, we are now fully aware that our daughter has a possible terminal condition. I hope my daughter can live a long, happy life. </div>
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They are coming on Tuesday to plan the whole trip. This will be a wonderful gift to give to my child. She deserves it!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-62229314465053110602014-03-29T20:49:00.000-04:002014-03-29T20:49:58.469-04:00Off to a Rough Start<div style="text-align: center;">
I went into Liv's room to relieve the nurse this morning, only to find Liv sitting on the floor quietly. That struck me as odd for a minute and I moved passed it when she reached for me to pick her up. The nurse tells me that she had no fevers, no seizures, and slept well. The three things that I love to hear. But she was still quiet. I know she doesn't talk, but she babbles and loudly, at that. </div>
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She didn't let me out of her sight and wanted to sit with me the whole time. She didn't want to watch Mickey Mouse or Sesame Street. Again, I thought something was going on. Those are the only two shows that she will watch in the morning. This time, she wanted to watch It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia. Yes I'm aware that it's not an appropriate show for a little kid, but she likes it and doesn't understand it. I'm not really sure why she likes it but it's the only adult show she lets us watch. </div>
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She started falling asleep for her nap at 8:30 am. She usually doesn't fall asleep until 9. She just laid on me and I cuddled her. About 10 minutes later she started twitching. I thought she was having a dream or a sleep seizure. I look down and notice that it's a seizure with her eyes wide open. It lasted about 1 minute and then 2 more followed. I had to give her emergency meds today and it wasn't even 9 am. I was worried what would come of the rest of the day.</div>
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The Diastat is usually potent and wipes her out for a long time, but not today. She only napped for an hour and a half and woke up ready to go. She became extremely attached to daddy and wouldn't let him out of her sight. When he left for the bathroom, she screamed bloody murder.</div>
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After my migraine dissipated, I decided to go to the grocery store as planned. I offered to take Liv with me. I don't usually do that but I knew that if she didn't get out of the house, we would be in for it later. So off we went. I was so scared that I would be alone with her and need to give her emergency meds in the store. She didn't have seizures, if fact, she had a blast. I put her in the cart that has a car in the front. She loved it. She was still quiet but she did make herself at home by taking off her right shoe and sock. She beeped the horn at least 100 times before leaving the store.</div>
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-18493786459602366782013-12-31T11:28:00.000-05:002013-12-31T11:28:28.252-05:00Some People Just Don't Get It<div style="text-align: center;">
My husband and I are feeling like we have to keep a lot of our decisions and information about Olivia to ourselves. We are constantly being judged by what we do. Not from people online, but people that we know. The funny thing is that we never put our suggestions on parents because it's not appropriate for parents to tell other parents how to do things with their child. I can't believe what some people say to us when they have no idea what it is like to raise a special needs child. I really appreciate the people that look to us as if we are knowledgeable and are making the best decisions for our family. I guess I don't know when I gave everyone a signal that I want to be ridiculed about the way I run my life and family. My husband and I have harsh decisions to make weekly, life changing decisions. No one is with us when that information is gathered and presented. So how is it that people feel they have an educated decision in our lives? Yes it's easy for everyone to say to just ignore the comments, but it's much easier said than done. Remember, these comments are coming from people we know. None of them have a special needs child or have any clue what it takes to raise one. I just wish people would keep their rude thoughts to themselves. Sorry for the rant but sometimes I have to let it out or I'll explode. This was brought on by a comment made today while I was resting in between my daughter's grand mal seizures and needing emergency meds. We are also hoping that we don't have to go to the hospital today. I wish people would just take a minute and think before they talk. I really didn't need the comment on what I should do with my daughter in the midst of chaos that's happening in the home. I could see if this was a one time occurrence, but many people feel that they should have a say in our lives and they have no idea what is even happening at the time that they are saying it. I need a vacation. Sorry if the pictures on Facebook and the updates have offended anyone, I won't be posted them anymore!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-66955619318208967782013-12-27T19:04:00.000-05:002013-12-27T19:04:04.219-05:00The Little Things<div style="text-align: center;">
These past couple of days I have spent reflecting on how much Olivia never ceases to amaze me.</div>
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I love how you stick out your tongue and make raspberries and then have to itch your face because it tickles you.</div>
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I love how you hold onto my ear like it's a security blanket.</div>
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I love how you smile at least 100 times a day.</div>
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I love how you forgive instantaneously.</div>
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I love how you rub my arm when you are sleepy.</div>
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I love how you still would rather nap in my arms.</div>
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I love how you laugh at things out of the ordinary.</div>
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I love how you show great amounts of determination each day.</div>
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I love how you make nurses at the hospital love you because you have such a great personality.</div>
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I love how you kiss me about 10 times a day.</div>
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I love how you could just spend the whole day sitting on the couch with me, watching tv of course.</div>
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I love how you have boundaries for yourself.</div>
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I love how everything is so exciting and new and fun in your eyes.</div>
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I love how proud you get for yourself when you learn something new.</div>
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I love how you want to include everyone in the room.</div>
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I love how you think I'm the greatest thing (because I think that of you too).</div>
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I love how you want to snuggle all of the time.</div>
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I love how you show fear for only one thing (going down steps).</div>
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I love when you want every one's attention that you just start talking really loudly and flaring your arms around so we have to notice you.</div>
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I love how you show appreciation.</div>
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I love how you are so strong and brave.</div>
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I love that you know you can depend on me.</div>
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I love how you are curious.</div>
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I love your laugh.</div>
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I love that you have learned to say mama.</div>
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I love how every day is a new day with you.</div>
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I love how you don't judge.</div>
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I love how you are such a bed hog that you take up the whole thing, even though you are so tiny.</div>
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I love how you are up for anything.</div>
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I love how you lean on me so that your face is on mine to get skin to skin contact.</div>
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I love how you are particular (even though it can be challenging at times).</div>
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I will keep watching you and to remember to always look for those little things that I appreciate so much. </div>
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-85825110035608801742013-12-22T14:06:00.003-05:002013-12-22T14:07:33.378-05:00Growth Hormones<div style="text-align: center;">
A couple of weeks ago, we started Olivia on growth hormones. It was a tough decision to make because you have to think if it's really going to be worth it. One of her diagnosis causes short stature and they said she will grow to be 4'6". This means that she will really struggle getting into cabinets and other every day tasks. We know that it posses a problem with driving, but I believe that won't happen anyways due to her epilepsy and lack of intelligence. So we have to give our baby a shot every night. It was hard to think we would have to do this every night for two years. We are now a couple weeks into the process and have realized that it's not bad. We actually do it while she is sleeping. She doesn't even wake up from it. That definitely makes it easier on us. Her appetite has picked up slightly since starting it. I hope it picks up even more. She will still not reach 5' with the hormones, but at least she will grow more than without them. I'm hoping we still feel this way 6 months from now. I'm also worried that she's going to need a whole new wardrobe in 6 months even though her clothes are about 2 months old. They said that we should see progress in 4 months. I'll touch base then and let you know how it's going.</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-61559597246630034662013-12-08T20:29:00.002-05:002013-12-08T20:29:21.946-05:00Another Christmas That's Not Like Everyone Else's<div style="text-align: center;">
I see all of the post about Christmas that people are doing with their kids. I must say it doesn't get easier as time passes. I'm not decorating my house this year because Olivia will destroy it or get hurt. She has no concept of Christmas or Santa or the holiday or anything. We are getting her a couple of gifts. She doesn't understand gifts. She doesn't even care to open them. It's just like any other day. I will say that I'm glad she wouldn't care about the Elf on the Shelf because that's just weird and I wouldn't do it. I took her out in the snow and she had no interest. Doesn't want to sit in it, touch it, or be outside for more than 4 minutes. So here's to the next couple of weeks being just like every other time of the year!</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-23249300575021660392013-09-29T15:21:00.001-04:002013-09-29T15:21:06.825-04:00A Month on the Ketogenic Diet<div style="text-align: center;">
The diet is the worst thing that we have had to come across yet. There's a lot of weighing and make sure every morsel is consumed that it's driving me crazy. I actually can't believe that we have made it past a month mark. </div>
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Olivia's seizures in the beginning increased in frequency but decreased in severity. They have slowly decreased in frequency but I don't know if it will make her seizure free and without medication.</div>
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The only thing that keeps me going is that she has gained some cognitively. She just recently started follow some one step commands and comprehending words and associating with the object. Of course it's items that she is very familiar with such as baby, daddy, mommy, school, car, chair, sing.</div>
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It is great to see her coming around and acting more like a child instead of a baby, but it's at a huge expense. I just wish everything could be "normal".</div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-42114986335866954592012-12-17T10:45:00.000-05:002012-12-17T10:45:30.138-05:00UpdateLiv is walking like crazy now. She started off slow and now walks all over the house. Because of this, we decided to make a felt tree this year instead of having our usual tree. I was worried she would pull it over or put it in her mouth. Within 5 minutes of her coming home and seeing the tree, the ornaments were taken off and in her mouth. I know I make the right decision. Felt in the mouth is better than sharp ornaments.<br />
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We got a hospital bed for Liv to help her breath better at night and to help with digestion from the feeds. It's great. Once the nurse put the paper work through, we got it in less than a week. It's on rental for a 3 month period but it will keep getting renewed because the same problems will still exist.<br />
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Liv's Developmental Pediatrician told us that she is still at a 12 month mentality level. That means for the past year, she is still at the same level. This gets frustrating. We see her learn things but it's not enough to help her move up. She says a couple of more words (even though she doesn't know what they mean), she walks, she sometimes follows simple directions, and participates at school. It's hard to keep reminding myself that she's still a 1 year old when she doesn't look like it. As a parent, you naturally start to progress your levels with the child but it's unnatural to stay at the same level. I'm a teacher and I know how important it is to work with children on their level, so why do I have such a hard time with Liv?<br />
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Liv just loves her school so much. The weekends can get tough because she is used to having a structured schedule all week long and we don't do that on the weekends. I know she misses school on the weekends. It's a perfect school for her and I can only hope the we can find something similar when it's time for her to go to kindergarten.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-62415104725265675832012-11-15T14:54:00.002-05:002012-11-15T14:54:26.838-05:00Ongoing IssuesFirst of all, I can't believe I haven't written since September. I guess much hasn't happened since then.<br />
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Liv is walking now. She's getting really good at it. She can turn around and walk backwards little steps. She's also good at going down to the floor.<br />
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Liv has had this sickness (or whatever you want to call it) that just won't go away. After a month, they thought it was pertussis, but that test came back negative. After a week on anitbiotics, she spent another week healthy. She started up again this week with the same symptoms. We are working on getting her a hospital bed that way she can sleep on an incline. We were also told to add another doctor to the mix, a pulmonologist. We need to figure out what is wrong with her lungs and why she can't breath at night. That makes 9 doctors for a 3 year old. Blah!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-70077382076367312812012-09-19T19:18:00.000-04:002012-09-19T19:18:00.129-04:00Neurology AppointmentLiv had a neuro appointment last week. I wasn't looking forward to it because we were told when I went to schedule it that her Neurologist moved. We were never notified of this. This is the doctor that diagnosed her at the age of 7 months and now we will never see her again.<br />
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Since she was seeing a new doctor, she had to have an EEG to check out her brain waves while resting without seizures. Then we had the appointment.<br />
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The new doctor seems nice. I guess it will take some time to warm up to her. We found out that she still has abnormalities in her brain (the memory section). This wasn't a big surprise since we knew that from her last MRI. The results of the EEG were a surprise though. She actually has 2 kinds of seizures when we thought there was just one. She has complex partials and generalized. There was a lot of activity going on in her brain while hooked up to the test.<br />
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We also went to visit a new school. I have been feeling like her
preschool has not been meeting her needs. The curriculum is way over
her head and the therapist are not communicating with me. I'm not a
parent that would tolerate this. We tried it for 6 months and now its
time for something better. The new school isn't all inclusive, it's
just children with special needs. They have to be accepted into the
program based on their disabilities. There is an opening so we are
working with her caseworker to get all of the paperwork in as soon as
possible. If all goes well, she should be able to start about 2 weeks
after school starts. That means she will continue at UCP until she is
able to switch. This school will be all day and all week long. This
will give her more opportunity for learning. The place almost brought
me to tears. There was so much love in that school. Liv would be in
the lowest functioning classroom. We got to visit all of the rooms.
They all sing a lot which Liv will just love. There were therapist all
over the place so I won't feel like she isn't getting her services. I
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-57889415861142785652012-07-19T11:49:00.000-04:002012-07-19T11:49:01.851-04:00Surgery and MRIYesterday we had to be to CHOP at 6:30 am. Liv was getting tubes put in her ears since her old ones became defective. She was also getting a MRI right after surgery so she goes under anesthesia once. Every time she has be on anesthesia, she needs a breathing tube because she stops breathing. This was the first time she was seizure and breathing tube free. She woke up and we got to come home instead of getting admitted. I was very proud of her. She was doing so well that we sent her to daycare today. She just loves it there.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-74895009366062374592012-07-15T19:08:00.002-04:002012-07-15T19:08:51.657-04:00So Many Things Since Last PostLiv was seen by Endocrinology and had high blood pressure again. This can be a problem from her Turner's Syndrome diagnosis, so we were told she needed to see Nephrology to see if her kidneys are functioning. Of course adding another specialist is just what we wanted.<br />
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We went to ENT and we were told that her tubes are no longer functioning and she needs new ones put in. Great surgery! At least they were able to schedule it the same time she's under for the brain MRI.<br />
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We went to Nephrology and everything checked out. Whew! I was really worried something serious was happening. We don't go back for 6 months.<br />
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Liv was sick on Wednesday and was taken to the same person that misdiagnosed her shingles. She told us that there was nothing wrong with Liv. I found this odd because we were told by ENT that she had fluid in her ears, which leads to ear infections. Liv had a temp and was lethargic. So we waited until Saturday to get an appointment with her real doctor and she was diagnosed with an ear infection. Big surprise! Needless to say, we will never allow our child to see that nurse practitioner. If Liv can't have surgery on Wednesday because she is still sick, we will be talking to administration.<br />
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Liv's feeling better today, but still not completely herself.<br />
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Liv's handicapped stroller and high chair have finally came in. We get to pick them up tomorrow. I'm so excited.<br />
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I guess that's everything!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-18302986328400090722012-06-22T21:12:00.001-04:002012-06-22T21:12:28.789-04:00Dev. Ped. Appt. UpdateWell the appointment didn't go as well as planned. I feel as if Liv is gaining in her progress, but the doctor didn't really think so. In the 6 months we had since the last appointment, she gained 1 month. She is really concerned about her lack of speech. We were told to see a occupational therapist to have her tested for sensory processing disorder and a speech therapist to work on her learning words. Mind you that she already has these therapies but she feels that it's not as intense and needs her to go through CHOP to get evaluated. We have noticed her getting stronger since she started seeing their physical therapist, so we hope to see big gains when we start with the others. It just sucks to have to make more appointments. I feel like that's all we ever do. She sees PT every Friday. Now we are going to add two more therapists, yuck! So the bad news is that they estimate her IQ to be a level 30 and intelligent disorder (mental retardation) is at 70. She will be diagnosed as MR when she is 5. I knew that was going to happen, but it hurts to hear it. Sometimes I just wish God would come and heal her. But I guess her purpose in life is to show others that they need to be determined and happy.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-58350256564864466322012-06-12T09:50:00.002-04:002012-06-12T09:50:33.636-04:00God's Little GiftI never realized that I would have this huge of a mission in life. I always thought I was going to be like everyone else and live a "regular" life. I became a teacher in Philadelphia to help under-privileged children. I'm a person that helps others and tries to do the right thing. Then Olivia was born.<br />
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Olivia is the exception to the rule. She has been diagnosed with two rare chromosomal disorders. Putting the two of them together makes it so rare that her genetics team of 5 couldn't even find a documented history of anyone having the combination. She walks a path all her own.<br />
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God gave me such a complicated child because it does take a special parent to care for special needs children. Who would have thought I would be the chosen one? All of us are children of God and as parents, we are just parenting the children He gives us until he feels they have made the impression He intended for them. They will then return to him and be at peace.<br />
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My body has been pushed to the limits and not in the way that I pumped too much iron in the gym and my muscles are having spasms. Having a special needs child means being an advocate. This is the toughest job I have ever been assigned. Fighting for her to have the life she deserves comes with heartache and a ton of paperwork and phone calls. I am a personal assistance to a 3 year old. I work as hard as the personal assistance to the stars, however, I have this job every minute of the day. She has 7 doctors and 4 therapists. The people I spend the most time on the phone with are insurance companies and medical supplies companies. She has to get monthly deliveries and fighting for her supplies is a frustrating battle. In the beginning, crying daily was a normal thing. I guess I have learned how to handle the situations better.<br />
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The reason I call her a gift is because of the people she has made my husband and I. We were already giving to the community by teaching, but now we are teaching others in a different way. We are teaching everyone that comes into contact with us how important life and family really is. Stop sweating the small things because there's a much bigger picture in life. We are meant to work as a community to help each other out while we are here on Earth. The world has seemed to forget this. I will push with every ounce in my body to get my daughter what she needs to have the most successful life she is capable of. But I do know that she has touched more lives in her 3 years of existence than I have my whole life. She shows others that if you have determination, you can work to get the things you need. No matter how sick she can be lying in a hospital, she will make the nurses laugh and smile at her. She feels the need to enlighten everyone's spirits. We can go to a restaurant and her main goal will be to get as many smiles from as many people as possible. How many of us can say that we do the same? She is 3 and is my role model.<br />
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I now look at special needs children and only see beauty. This is what my daughter has taught me. I hope that either my daughter or another special needs child can touch each and everyone's life. They really are special people.<br />
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Thank you God for granting me the opportunity to raise a child that is so inspiring to the world.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-56943150790446899332012-06-12T09:14:00.000-04:002012-06-12T09:14:21.068-04:00Only OliviaOn Saturday, we took her to the doctors to figure out what the bumps on her back were. She told us poison ivy. We told her that she has been sick and in the house, so we don't see how that's possible. That was the only diagnosis she was giving us.<br />
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We went to her neurologist for a routine check up yesterday and she told us that Liv has shingles. She even had another doctor come in to confirm. They told us to go back the doctor to get a diagnosis. We told them we might as well just go downstairs to the ER since the other doctor told us the wrong thing. It was confirmed that she has shingles at the age of 3.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-4425814192377150512012-06-09T09:16:00.001-04:002012-06-09T09:16:05.643-04:00This Past WeekLiv was sick for several days. We had to cancel 2 appointments because of this. The first was was neurology, which we desperately need to go to since she had all of those episodes in March. It's usually so hard to get an appointment, but since we were rescheduling, she has one on Monday. We also had to reschedule her endocrinology appointment. We recently received a letter in the mail that her endocrinologist is leaving so i have no idea who her new doctor is going to be when we go to the appointment. <br />
She started feeling better on Wednesday so I took her to the zoo. She was more interested in looking at books in the wagon that being in the petting zoo or even looking at animals for that matter.<br />
Friday she had PT. She has learned how to climb up onto the couch independently. I think this new PT is working great. She fusses the whole time she is there, but we have seen a huge improvement in strength with just 3 sessions.<br />
She developed a rash on her back that looks like poison. I don't know how she would get that since she was with me all week and she doesn't go outside much. Let alone how it would rub onto her back. I'm hoping to get her into the doctors today so we know for sure what it is and how to treat it.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-35730443199565398282012-05-31T13:33:00.002-04:002012-05-31T13:33:53.564-04:00UpdateLiv has been doing great since the pneumonia. She has had great spirits and is just a delight to be around. She is happy all of the time. She has been taking steps without falling into someone. She's gone on the potty several times. And she just recently started using a pincher grasp. I'm very excited for the new gains. When she comes home from daycare, she has her work face on when she plays. It's so cute. She is getting into everything, and we let her. I know at some point we will have to explain "no", but for now, it's great to see her so active.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-53356209634894734292012-05-09T12:36:00.003-04:002012-05-09T12:36:52.858-04:00PT EvalLiv is finally getting a PT Eval through CHOP. She has had a PT since 6 months but never a full evaluation. This was suggested by her developmental pediatrician. I called them in January to set up an appointment and they told me they would call me in a week to schedule. I got the first call last month when Liv was admitted for pneumonia so we didn't get to go. Then we were called last week and she goes on Friday. I can't wait to hear what they say because she is a very sloppy walker. I know that's why she doesn't walk independently yet. I hope they can come up with ideas to help her.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-32935130512967734862012-05-05T16:20:00.001-04:002012-05-05T16:20:44.123-04:00All in a Baby's Day<object width="425" height="425" codebase="http://download.macromedia.com/pub/shockwave/cabs/flash/swflash.cab" classid="clsid:d27cdb6e-ae6d-11cf-96b8-444553540000"><param name="movie" value="http://images-community.shutterfly.com/flashapps/flashslideshowphotobook/slideshow_pb.swf"/><param name="flashvars" value="xmlURL=http%3A%2F%2Fws.shutterfly.com%2Fpsdata%3FprojectGUID%3D1AZMWbJw3bMqYRY%26uid%3D002060782312%26size%3D0%26ts%3D1336249143000%26height%3D425%26width%3D425&size=0&ob=0&fc=0&ss=0&sb=0&ft=0"/><param name="menu" value="false"/><param name="quality" value="best"/><param name="wmode" value="transparent"/><param name="allowScriptAccess" value="always"/><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"/><embed width="425" height="425" align="middle" pluginspage="http://www.macromedia.com/go/getflashplayer" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" name="wrapper" quality="best" menu="false" allowfullscreen="true" allowScriptAccess="always" flashvars="xmlURL=http%3A%2F%2Fws.shutterfly.com%2Fpsdata%3FprojectGUID%3D1AZMWbJw3bMqYRY%26uid%3D002060782312%26size%3D0%26ts%3D1336249143000%26height%3D425%26width%3D425&size=0&ob=0&fc=0&ss=0&sb=0&ft=0" src="http://images-community.shutterfly.com/flashapps/flashslideshowphotobook/slideshow_pb.swf"></embed></object><p style="width:425px;margin-top:0;text-align:center;"><a href="http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=1AZMWbJw3bMnhQ&eid=115">Click here to view this photo book larger</a><div style="margin-top: 10px; width: 425px; text-align: center;">Photo Book Tip: Create an adventurous <a href="http://www.shutterfly.com/photo-books" style="color: #6666cc;">travel photo album</a> at Shutterfly.com.</div><img width="1" height="1" border="0" style="padding: 0; background: #ffffff; border: none; box-shadow: none;" src="https://os.shutterfly.com/b/ss/sflyshareprod/1/H.15/111?pageName=sharekey&c1=photobook&c2=blogger" /></p>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-59010407212188100022012-05-04T20:53:00.000-04:002012-05-04T21:56:31.200-04:00An Article from a Parent of a Special Needs ChildThis article isn't meant to be pushy but just to get out how things can make parents feel being around parents of "normal" children. This is the first time I've seen it written out, even though there isn't a day that goes by that one of these don't cross my mind.<br />
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<div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">WhenI set out to write <span style="mso-field-code: "HYPERLINK \0022http\:\/\/www\.huffingtonpost\.com\/maria-lin\/special-needs-parenting_b_1314348\.html?ref=parents\0022 \\t \0022_hplink\0022";"><span class="MsoHyperlink">7 Things You Don't Know About a Special Needs Parent</span></span>,I was a little nervous. I thought to myself, <em><span style="font-family: Times;">Whoam I to speak for all special needs parents? </span></em>My situation feltunique, and maybe no one would relate to what I was going through. I wasencouraged by <span style="mso-field-code: "HYPERLINK \0022http\:\/\/www\.exceptionalfamilytv\.com\/blogs\/families\/michelle\/five-things-you-should-know-about-special-needs-family\0022 \\t \0022_hplink\0022";"><span class="MsoHyperlink">this post</span></span>, though, and thought I would at thevery least write it for myself, and share it with my friends, since these werehard things for me to talk about.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Ihave been completely overwhelmed with the response to this article -- hugenumbers of Facebook shares, and special needs parents from around the worldcommenting on the article, tweeting and emailing me their stories and theirappreciation for voicing their hard-to-voice emotions. I've learned about rareconditions I'd never heard of, cried reading personal stories about affectedchildren, laughed out loud at some feisty responses to some of my points.Gratitude doesn't even begin to describe how I've felt about this wholeexperience. </div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Moreimportantly, the response has made me reconsider my third point, that I feelalone. I realize that I really am not alone. Thanks to technology, anincredible worldwide community of special needs parents is only a tweet orcomment or blog post away. Many thanked me for writing the article and makingthem feel less alone; now I thank them for making <em><span style="font-family: Times;">me</span></em> feel less alone. (And thanks to HuffPost for giving usthis platform.) </div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Ithought I would follow up with another post, one that I've had in my heart towrite for a while. The first article expressed some of the emotions related tospecial needs parenting, with the goal of building understanding. So othersknow how much we go through -- now what? This article offers practical tips onhow typical folks can relate with and help special needs parents.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Oneof the hardest things for me to learn as a special needs parents was how to askfor the help and support I needed. And frankly, sometimes it felt like aluxury, when my more pressing concerns were getting through the workday and thenext therapy or doctor's appointment. </div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Butcommunicating and relating to each other is really important. Although atypical world can be miles apart from a special needs world, I will never giveup on trying to build bridges and understanding, because our combined worldswon't grow otherwise. I don't want to be a self-enclosed bubble (although I wasfor a long time). I don't want to grow apart from my friends with"typical" kids... especially when many of them sincerely want to knowhow to be there for me.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">So,here's my list of nine ways you can help a special needs parent -- or me, atleast. Feel free to chime in and add your own.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">1. Talk about your kids' personalities, not theiraccomplishments.</span></strong> I mentioned in the last post it can be hard tobe around typical moms, especially when they're bragging about their kids'accomplishments. When I hear a mom tell me that her 3-year-old knows all thewords to her favorite book by heart, it can hurt when my son can't speak. Andit doesn't give me a lot of room to say anything in return. I'm not inclined tomention one of my son's accomplishments, like he made the "B" soundthe other day, only to be met with compliments that can feel patronizing. Buthere's the thing: I'd love to tell you all about Jacob's personality. I want toshare with you how funny and weird he is, how mischievous he is, like how hesticks his finger in his nose all the more when I say, "Ew!," just toget a reaction from me. How he is affectionate, silly, and determined to gethis way. How he kisses fuzzies he finds on the ground, and is obsessed withelephants. I want to know about your kid's personality, too, which is probablymore interesting than his or her achievements, anyway. No matter how impaired achild is, he or she has a personality and a spirit, and the parent knows it.Let's start talking about who our kids are rather than what they can do.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">2. Insist on helping.</span></strong> No matter how"together" I appear on the outside, I can always use help. In fact,sometimes appearing "together" is the only way I can make it throughthe day myself. You'll notice I didn't write "offer to help."Offering to help is lovely, don't get me wrong. But from experience, I oftenhave a hard time accepting help, even when I really need it. It's odd -- why amI trying to act like a superhero when I actually need help? Sometimes I doubtthe offer, thinking they just feel bad for me or are just being polite. But ifyou <em><span style="font-family: Times;">insist</span></em> on helping, it'sfabulous because I feel like you will not take no for an answer -- it takes aweight off me. In terms of how to help, you can always ask, "How can Ihelp?" and if a special needs parent gives you some suggestions, that'sgreat. But if you find that this question is getting you no response, it's notbecause he or she doesn't need help. It's because she doesn't have the energyto figure out what to tell you. So if you love this person, be a detective andfind out how you can help (and make sure it's actually helpful to the person). "I'msending you a few cooked meals this week." "I found a few greatneurologists in your area." "I'll drive your kids to practice thisweekend." "I got you a housekeeper for a few hours." One way tohelp that will probably be universally accepted? Help watching the kid so theparent can have a break.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">3. Stop with the maxims.</span></strong> I understandthat people just want to offer hope and encouragement and don't know what tosay sometimes. But I never knew a cliche or maxim that suddenly made everythingbetter. Examples of things I've heard that are pretty frustrating: "He'llbe fine." (How do you know this? And why are you diminishing what I'mgoing through?) "Everything happens for a reason." (A personalnon-favorite of mine.) "He'll get there." (Again, how do you know this?What if there are some things he will never be able to do?) I sense sometimesthat the maxims are really to make the speaker feel more comfortable with thesituation -- but they don't help me. Please lose the maxims. Just be there forme. Tell me my son is adorable (it never gets old). Listen to me, cry with me,laugh with me. I don't need canned wisdom, I need friends, ears, and helpinghands.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">4. Extend me some grace.</span></strong> While insome ways my parenting experience is the same as a regular mom's, in many waysit's not. I can't begin to explain how hard it can be sometimes. Sometimes I'mexhausted from a rough week of doctors' appointments, or maybe you just caughtme in a sad moment wondering if Jacob will ever live independently, or whatwill happen to him if I go first (sometimes this can be triggered by thesmallest, most innocuous thing, like seeing a TV commercial or overhearing aconversation). If I am grumpy, snap, forget your birthday, cancel plans, orotherwise less than saintly, I hope you will just extend me some grace, andgive me the benefit of the doubt.<br />
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<strong><span style="font-family: Times;">5. Stop complaining about your kids.</span></strong>OK, we all get a license to complain about our kids sometimes (special needsparents included!). But please be sensitive to what you complain about to aspecial needs parent. One of my dearest friends with a typical and sensitivechild would complain to me that her daughter had so many requests: she wantedher eggs cooked just this way, her pillow cold, her car window rolled down justthis much. I told her that I would kill for Jacob to be able to tell me thosethings, so that I could do them for him. He's non-verbal at almost 4 years oldand lacks the motor skills for enough sign language or the iPad (forcommunication apps), so it's painful when I see him so frustrated and unable toexpress himself. Don't complain to a mom of a non-ambulatory child that yourkid ran around and knocked over your favorite vase. Save those complaints foryour other friends, or don't make them at all. Because know that your complaintabout your child might be our deepest wish for what our child could do.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">6. Ask me how I'm doing.</span></strong> Often thefocus is so much on our special needs kids, that the parents are overlooked.And guess what? We are driving the boat. Without us, our kids would be introuble. The parents need tending to as much as the kids do. My friends oftenask me about Jacob (<span style="mso-field-code: "HYPERLINK \0022http\:\/\/www\.huffingtonpost\.com\/maria-lin\/special-needs-parenting_b_1314348\.html?ref=parents\0022 \\t \0022_hplink\0022";"><span class="MsoHyperlink">see #7 here</span></span> for a more helpful way to ask),which I love, but it would also be nice if occasionally they asked me about howI'm doing -- not in my career, or my hobbies or dating life, but how I'm doingin this role as a special needs parent. I don't often get to talk about howhard it can be, or how I'm tired, or how I had a good day or bad day. It mightjust be me, but a sincere "How are you doing handling everything?"once in a while, and readiness to hear an honest answer is all I need to feellike someone cares. Alternatively, sometimes it's just good to talk about otherstuff ... so please go with it if I do.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">7. Coercively pamper me.</span></strong> I don't knowany mom, special needs or not, who will say no to a beautiful bouquet offlowers or a massage. I learned the hard way as a single parent that no one wasgoing to pamper myself but me, so I got good at treating myself (if you're asingle parent, <span style="mso-field-code: "HYPERLINK \0022http\:\/\/www\.google\.com\/url?sa=t&rct=j&q=huffington%20post%20single%20parents%20day&source=web&cd=1&ved=0CCcQFjAA&url=http%3A%2F%2Fwww\.huffingtonpost\.com%2Fmaria-lin%2Fsingle-parents-day_b_1367535\.html&ei=7R6ST5eXLeXJiQKbjoEW&usg=AFQjCNFJU_l3IyWYmAAybWdRJPqTNzRqng&cad=rja\0022 \\t \0022_hplink\0022";"><span class="MsoHyperlink">read this to learn how to take care of yourself</span></span>).And my son is much better for it -- he has a happy and energized mom who feelsgrateful that blue cheese tastes so good, or that her nails look nice (for somereason I always feel like a happier mom when I'm a little more put together!).Call this a shameless plug for more treats in life since the world's cards arestacked against us. A little treat with a note like "You do so much forEm, just wanted to make sure you're taken care of too" will probably dowonders for a parent's day, or week.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">8. See my child.</span></strong> Don't stare. Butalso don't look away or avoid. My deepest wish is for you to see my child theway I see him. Look into his eyes. Observe him with love. <em><span style="font-family: Times;">See</span></em> him. Get to know him. Include him,hang out with him, get your kids to do the same. Learn how to treat him withdignity and the profoundest respect, because a wise woman once told me that insome cultures, special needs children are seen as the human form closest toperfection and God, because they are no longer here on earth to learn, but toteach. In these cultures, the elders all bow down when a special needs childenters the room. Oh, but that we might become one of those cultures! One of themost hurtful things for me as a special needs parent has been seeing others,even my friends, uncomfortable or awkward around my son. Please find a way tostart really seeing and loving my child. It might start with spending more timewith him.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;"><strong><span style="font-family: Times;">9. Support my cause.</span></strong> At the veryleast, you can support my cause. I might not be close enough to some people inmy life for all of the above points to apply, but it's meant so much to me whencolleagues donated or ran to support my fundraising efforts for my son'sschool. You can speak up when other people say things like"retarded," "short bus," or "as long as it'shealthy" and <span style="mso-field-code: "HYPERLINK \0022http\:\/\/www\.huffingtonpost\.com\/maria-lin\/special-needs-parenting_b_1314348\.html?ref=parents\0022 \\t \0022_hplink\0022";"><span class="MsoHyperlink">explain why it's insensitive</span></span>. You can stopbullying or teasing if you see it. You can stop being impatient with thecheckout clerk who seems to be moving more slowly. You can stop gaping ormaking rude comments at kids who look or behave differently out in public. Youcan stop making fun of disabled people (it sounds horrible, but we do it muchmore frequently than we realize)--or pitying them. You can cast special needskids in advertising campaigns, TV shows, movies (hint: Jacob loves the camera,he's a total ham!). You can make an active effort to have special needs kids bea part of your typical kids' lives. You can get to know us. </div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">Moreover,you can stop seeing people's worth in their abilities -- their intelligence,talents, looks, achievements. You can start doing what's actually the harderbut better thing: knowing and loving them just where they are. </div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">That'swhat my son has taught me to do.</div><div style="margin-bottom: .1pt; margin-left: 0in; margin-right: 0in; margin-top: .1pt;">That'show I hope you'll come alongside me.</div><div class="MsoNormal">By Maria Lin</div>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-12258569336258721282012-05-03T18:22:00.003-04:002012-05-03T18:22:46.566-04:00Olivia's Facebook PageI created a Facebook page for Olivia to keep everyone posted on items that don't need a drawn out explanation. Also I put pictures and videos on it. Don't forget to like her.<br />
Olivia EricksenAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5126520692773723153.post-46034348590673900022012-05-03T18:19:00.001-04:002012-05-03T18:19:11.557-04:00GI AppointmentWe went to the GI on Monday. The news wasn't so good, but it was
what I expected. She stopped gaining weight since we lowered her
Pediasure intake during the day. It's been about 6 months that she has
been around 25 pounds. So we had to up her intake during the night. We
have to increase it a little at a time but she will eventually be up to
3 cans instead of 2. She will keep drinking one can during the day
along with eating whatever she wants.<br />
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It's hard to
fatten a child up in a world that is trying to go fat-free. Most
cheeses are made with skim milk and same with yogurt. I'm trying to
look for fattening things and don't really find too much except for unhealthy food. Obviously I don't want to have my child eating only junk food.<br />
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So I guess the questions will be arising is why she has such trouble gaining weight? Is there something medically wrong with her that she can't? Will she be on the tube forever? I'm not seeing an end in sight any time soon. She has had it for a year already. Boy time flies. What does this mean when she starts school? It's hard to picture her in kindergarten with a tube, but I don't see it any other way. She has had several tests done and nothing showed signs of their being a medical problem, but I'm sure they have more tests on their mind. <br />
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So now we just have to sit and wait to see if she gains weight. We have to do a weight check in a month.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10399107640326730676noreply@blogger.com0